Do you ever have a roleplayer that you absolutely adore interacting with but you constantly feel like you bother them?? So you see them online and you just kind of wave from the corner like “hello yes please love me” and then retreat into sadness?
“As I said, that’s why I was giving up on the idea.” She muttered an her arm fell limp in defeat in his grip. “I’ve been trying as many solutions as I could think of for years. This was more of a desperate attempt.” She sighed and her eyes met his again with a look of fear and exasperation.She stopped as he grabbed her arm and her muscles tensed under his grip. “I’m not fooling someone, I’m trying to fool a spell.” She growled and tried to move her arm out of his grip.
“You can’t fool a spell” Scorpius sighed, a touch aggravated. “I know magic and magic knows when one is dead or not. You can fool many people, but magic will know”
“Sounds like that would be lively then…” She murmured with a smile, turning her gaze back to him.She gave him a small smile again. “An interesting way to look at it but alright.” She commented and grinned back at him, now feeling better. “What different kinds of guests do you get here?”
“Gods, mortals, a demon or two. Shifters. I don’t really turn many away, unless they mean to cause trouble” Scorpius shrugged.
I’m so fucking done right now. I am so fucking scared EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY because someone is contemplating suicide or is depressed or something, and then there are to posts saying ‘I wish someone cared’ or ‘no one pays attention to me’, etc.
I care and worry over each and every one of you whether I talk to you or not, and honestly I find it offensive and even hurtful that it seems like my attempts don’t matter.
I know, I’m terrible with approaching people, or attempting to be the ‘anon savior,’ but I CARE SO MUCH about ALL OF YOU. I may not show it, but I care, I swear on my life that I do.
So please, think of how others feel before picking up that knife, pill bottle, noose, whatever it may be.
Suicide doesn’t only kill one person.
Please dont be scared to RP with me, I’m not quality and I’m lonely.